You are the sweetest gift from God

Helloo

I'm insomnia again, again & again. if my boy know that i haven't sleep yet. i'm sure, he will be angry to me haha. i can't sleep. and may i write here?.

Ridho Zulkarnain!

i love his hair :D

29th June 2011 at 10:29 (the sweetest moment who i ever had)

I love his smile, like om om unyuu :3. nggak deng canda haha. I love his hair, i don't know why. enak dipandang oleh mata haha. rambutmu beda ya sekarang ga seperti yg difoto ini?. Dia keliatan kurus disini haha. i love you just the way you are bb. awalnya sih ga sampai kepikiran ternyata kita kembali lagi. gue cuma berharap aja, semoga hubungan ini bertahan selama-lamanya. tapi ya ga terlalu berharap juga sih, takut nanti ga kecapai. malah nangis deh #miris

Dear ma boy, you're the sweetest gift from God. how lucky i have a boyF like you. you always make me happy. you always be there when i'm need you. i wanna make you happy the way you make me happy. i can't imagine, if you really go away from me. i'm afraid of losing you. I can't live without you. do you feel the same? i love you. i hope you'll know that. this love, it's pure from my heart.

I'm really grateful to God,  i've been so glad to meet you. i love your joke, i love when we talk about something that make us laugh hahaha. you're enough mature i guess.you give me advice or solution when i get problem. i don't know why, i'm so in love with you. i can't stop to thinking about you. When i want to sleep, i'm thinking about you. and then i'm sleep. 

 

 You And Me! Haha we're so cute :3

And the last, longlasting for us! i love you till the end

Sincerely

Raisa

He's still my yours

Helloo

I have good news for you all. because, i'm in relationship again with my ex. do you know he? yes, he's fernando. he said he still love me. and he said i'm the best for him. that's good, i glad to hear it all. even, he said the truth make me dissapointed. but, i'm happy because he can tell the truth with me. yesterday, at 24th January yes you can call this monday haha. but everybody says hate monday. because, monday is time to come back to our activities. but yesterday, my lucky day and happy day

So, i hope always together forever w/ him. he promise won't ever make me hurt anymore. and i hope he will keep it up and never lie again haha amin dah.

jadi, gue ga kira aja bakal balikkan sama si doi. gue kira si doi ga bakal balik lagi sama gue. si doi sadar, bahwa dia salah. dan ga bakal nyia-nyiain gue. tapi gue jujur agak ga sedikit yakin dengan si doi. karena, gue takut hal yang kemarin lagi terulang kembali. ya semoga aja dia ga akan ngulangin kesalahannya lagi. si doi ngeberi alasan kembalian sama gue karena diantara ceweknya yang kemaren-kemaren ga ada yang bener. katanya, gue yang bener. tambah panjang kan leher gue. terus gue seneng dengan perubahannya sekarang, dia bilang gue ga boleh lepas jilbab, terus ga boleh lagi marah-marah ga jelas. kalo ada yang salah dengan si doi gue harus terbuka, ngebilang semuanya. terus, ada yang gue suka lagi nih dengan perubahan si doi dia bilang. ada waktunya belajar, ada waktunya pacaran. kalo belajar jangan mikirin pacaran, kalo pacaran jangan terlalu. soalnya apa? karena gue sama si doi bakal UN. hoho UN udah bakal ada di depan MATA. but okay, we're believe each other will be seriously or focus to UN. and he cheer me up when i had a bad result and always said "don't ever give up. you can do it again. i believe you can do it" haha love ya so much.

Dan, gue sama si doi nyatuin nama kita berdua jadi Raifer ( Raisa & Fernando) that's good idea bb :)

And his picture, make i miss ya

When i see your face, there's not a thing that i would change. cause boy, you're amazing just the way you are~ :)

I'm yours again and you'll be in my heart

Hello, How are ya my blog? still fine? haha

I'm happy or not, i don't know. i'm confused. i'm galau haha. Gue balikkan sama nando, dan gue sepertinya tambah akrab sama dia. Lo tau ga sih? banyak cewek yang suka sama dia, terus ngasih harapan gitu. dan akhirnya, nando balik juga kan sama gue. gue tahu, nando udah beberapa kali nyakittin gue. tapi gue juga tetep sayang sama dia. Gue udah berusaha buat bernafas tanpa dia, yang kemarin-kemarin gue disamping dia terus, kemana-mana ikut. terus ketawa sama-sama, makan sama-sama dan tidur dipundaknya. dan kini telah kembali, semua telah kembali. terima kasih tuhan, kau telah mengembalikan dia untukku!

Nggak senengnya gini, ada cewek gitu suka sama nando. nah nando emang waktu putus sama gue, si cewek itu dijadikan sebagai pelarian. nando juga sih salah, kenapa harus kayak gitu sama cewek? si cewek itu berharap bakal jadi miliknya, tapi sayangnya dia udah kembali sama gue. dan itu berarti, gue sama nando ga bisa dipisahkan.

1 minggu lebih gue ada disampingnya, ga ada bikin dia ketawa. 1 hari baru putus gue sama dia akrab, kayak ga ada masalah. karena gue sama dia bakal jadi sahabattan, eh kenapa dia marah sama gue, karena gue nasehattin dia. dan bilang kalo gue itu sok nasehattin gitu. dan akhirnya kita musuhan. 1 minggu lebih gue ngajak baikkan, eh kenapa dia ngajak balikkan jadi sama-sama lagi. sumpah gue ga bisa hidup kali tanpa nando, ga tau kenapa. kayak risih gitu ga ada dia. dan kali ini gue memulai kenangan baru bersama nando.

So, i hope we'll longlast untill our die!

Thanks for everything yeah :')

Helloo

Gue udah ga mau basa-basi lagi. yang jelas gue cuma mau nulis sama apa isi hati gue yang sekarang tepat hari ini, gue udah putus sama yang Namanya Nando. entah deh lo manggil siapa. yang penting, gue berterima kasih banget sama lo nan, karena lo udah ngewarnai hari-hari gue. dan kini gue harus terbiasa buat ga hidup tanpa lo disisi gue lagi. gue tahu, lo yang mengambil keputusan buat putus. tapi, gue cuma minta satu dari lo. kalo misalnya lo bakal dapat yang lebih baik dari gue, gue pengen lo itu jangan nyakittin hati dia, jangan bikin dia marah sama lo, jangan ngecewain dia, dan jangan cuekin dia seperti lo nyuekin gue. Gue tahu, gue ga bisa segampang itu ngelepas lo gitu aja, hanya saja gue itu susah banget ngelupain lo. ini emang cobaan yang berat buat gue.

Kemarin, Novi juga senasib dengan gue. dia putus dengan cowoknya seperti gue. gue juga udah berulang-ulang kali ngerasain kok gimana rasanya ditinggalin sama orang yang kita sayang, orang yang selalu ada disaat kita membutuhkannya, dan orang yang membuat kita tersenyum. Kini, gue udah harus bernafas tanpa lo. gue sama lo bakal jadi sahabattan dan ga akan lebih. tapi kenapa, gue ga bisa ngerelain lo itu pergi dengan cewek lain. gue emang masih sayang sama lo. Gue berusaha buat ga nangisin kepergian lo, tapi kenapa gue tetep ga rela. apa gue ini terlalu sayang ya sama lo? sampai gue kayak gini, susah buat ngelupain lo

Dear Fernando

I have a message for you, dear

Thanks For everything, you've made me happy, you've coloured my days, you've made me smile when i'm sad, and finally, you've made me cry over. I just want you to know, about my fault. i realize, i've made you angry with me. and so many words of "I'm sorry, please forgive me!". and now,  i'm so sorry about it.

Honestly, from my heart. i want to write about what i feel to you now. first, i can't let you go because i still love you. second, i can't forget you. because our memories too sweet to forget. third, i can't be perfect for you. because nobody's perfect in the world. and the last, i'm sorry i'm not the best for you, and maybe i must go from your life

3 months isn't enough! i need more! but, you can't give me a second of chance. I just can't stop loving you. because i'm very loving you. so, please could you tell how to forget you? please help me! you've said you're not loving me anymore. perhaps, do you have another girl than me? but, you said "i don't have another girl. i just want to be a single" it makes me hurt you see? so, i hope you'll get better than me. maybe, may i tell you about 3 words the last time for you? i love you. don't never forget our memories yaaa :')

Your love, Raisa

Happy Anniversary 1 Month with Fernando :)

Helloo

I just Wanna Say

Happy Anniversary 1 Month with My Boy,Fernando. i love you so much. i can't stop loving you, muah!

I love fernando
he's my boyfriend
he always make me laugh
he has given everything for me
he always in my mind
he always in my heart
he always care for me
he always smile for me

well, ga terasa gue udah sama fernando sebulan, gue senang bgt akhirnya hubungan gue dan dia awet sampai 1 bulan. gue berharap semoga gue bisa awet bgt sama dia, gue sayang sama dia. 29 september ini gue dan dia udah 1 bulan, mudah-mudahan gue sama dia awet ya haha. longlast buat kita berdua nando!

makasih ya buat fernando yang setia sama gue, yang selalu hibur gue, yang selalu temenin gue, yang selalu ngewarnain hari-hari gue. yang udah ngejaga gue atau ngelindungin gue dari mara bahaya haha. and i hope our relationship longlast until our die! amin

God, i wish i could be the best for him. i want to be with him forever, i just wanna be with him. i love you fernando

Please, trust me!

Hello

trust me, i love you more than anything. you have to trust to me. you've dreamed i walk with other boys. and he's your bestfriend, safran. just know it, me and safran just friend. dulu gue emang pernah suka sama safran, tapi karena gue tahu kalo safran pacaran sama fatimah gue jadi ngelupain safran. dan kali ini gue sayang sama lo. hanya saja lo ragu sama perasan gue. gue emang salah, ga peduliin lo, ga perhatiin lo, ga ngertiin lo. gue sadar itu. dan gue pengen berubah

gue sayang lo nan, lo sampai nulis surat buat gue. gue tahu lo cemburu karena sayang, tapi gue lebih cemburu lagi ngelihat lo deket sama cewek lain. agak sakit kelihatannya ngelihat lo sama cewek lain, gue berusaha buat positive thinking sama lo tapi susah tahu ga. gue dan lo harus saling percaya. gue harus percaya lo itu cuma sayang sama gue, dan lo harus percaya kalo gue ga sayang sama safran lagi. gue cuma sayang sama lo nan

lo bilang, bisa aja mimpi lo itu kenyataan. emang sih fatimah sama safran udah putus. tapi bukan berarti gue dekettin dia lagi, gue inget gue punya lo jadi gue ga suka lagi sama safran. plis satu aja jangan ragu sama cinta gue, gue aja yang ragu sama cinta lo. fatimah bilang kalo lo sama safran lagi deket sama fitri. nah lo bilang, "aku sama dia temen, cuma sama-sama hafalan" gue percaya kok. tapi plis jaga perasan gue, gue juga punya perasaan sakit. gue bukan dewa, tuhan. gue manusia biasa yang ga kuat akan perasan sakit

Dear, i'll always love you. because you're part of my life, and you half of my heart. please don't leave me. if you leave me, i must forget you. but i can't do it! because i still love you. if you love someone else, you can tell me. but you see? i never let you go with someone else. i want to keep you in my heart. if you don't love me, i still love you and never let you go from my life. i love you Fernando :)

ENGLISH DAY

Hellooo

looong time no post huahaha, finally i can post here again. yesterday, i attended a English Day in my courses with My Friends and of course with My Boyfriend. i'm very happy to attended English Day haha. i'm level 2 in my courses, will be up in level 3. let's cekidot my photos with my friends in English Day

me with imah rohimah my friend :)


safran and sugi :)


me with my boyfriend :)

so many my photo in english day in my facebook, you can look my pictures there haha. haha you see? my boyfriend have a new hair. i don't know why my boyfriend looking so good when he's cut his hair. i love your new hair baby, but i miss your old hair huhu :(

i can't be patient to wait level 3, because maybe i have a new friend there and i have a new experience there. yesterday i want keep in level 2 but i think if i keep in level 2 i can't meet my boyfriend. it's bad for us -_-

*ps: i have 1 problem again -_-

Tomorrow is back to school

Helloo

How are you all? uh uh i miss my blog haha. sorry ya baru nge post, oh ya ya besok udah masuk sekolah kan ya? besok antara ga sabar karena gue bakal ketemu mancung, dan lebih sedihnya lagi, gue takut bakal langsung belajar. omaigot jangan dulu kali belajaar haha. mudah-mudahan cuma halal bihalal aja. amin ya allah

mulai besok juga mungkin gue kembali ke runitas bangun pagi, terus belajar efektif disekolah. daaan gue kangen sama temen-temen gue disekolah haha. kalo gue kangen pelajaran, berarti gue emang pinter tuh, tapi sayang banget gue ga kangen sama pelajaran. gue kangen sama bu perpus yang ramah dan suka ngajak gue cerita haha

oh yaa, dari 2 hari kemarin gue begadang sama si mancung haha. sumeh seru banget sampai gue ngakak-ngakak sendiri kalo chat sama dia. kemarin waktu begadang gue mau ke warnet tempat si pacar mangkal tapi ga jadi deh udah malam bgt, lagian si pacar ngelarang jadi ga jadi deh. dan lebih keterlaluaanya lagi, gue dikerjain sama si pacar. masa foto profil fbnyaa diganti foto setan haha

N: dear, i want to give you a suprise for you?
R: aaa ok. what's your suprise for me?
N: ok, wait ya..... now you open my profile and look my profile picture

i've opened it and i'm scream because his profile picture make me fear

R: aw aw your profile pict make me fear. please changed it!
N: haha it's suprisee for you. i'm sorry
R: aaa thank you haha, awkay no problem

dan bener banget gue teriak ngelihat foto profilenya. gue suruh ganti dan akhirnya dia ganti. udah gue sendiri aja yang ga tidur eh dia malah nakuttin gue dan sukses bikin gue merinding disko haha.

back to topic

yang penting bakal ketemu sama guru, temen-temen and of course my bf haha. dan gue bener-bener ga sabar ketemu sama mereka. gue sama sekali ga kangen sama pelajaran karena pelajaran kadang bikin gue bingung dan stress sendiri. mustahil gue kangen pelajaran haha

and the last, welcome school, good bye holiday! i'm gonna miss you :)

*ps: gue kangen banget sama si pacar unyu :*

Love is Never Without Jealousy

Hello

I'M JEALOUS

N: Hello dear!
R: yeah, what's up?
N: i think you're angry, right?
R: yes, how can you know it?
N: in your face, your face is look angry
R: haha, are you sure?
N: sure, please i'm sorry yeah if i've made you angry
R: ok, i'm jealous when she's tag her photo for you
N: who?
R: your facebook friend. she's restu
N: haha i don't know she's tag for me. maybe, she likes me
R: aaaa i'm jealous, do you love her?
N: waw you're jealous, great!. no, i love you. i never love her
R: really?
N: yes, i love you
R: i love you moreee :D

aaa i'm jealous, and yesterday i'm angry when nando's facebook friends tag her photos for nando. i think she likes my bf. ok, i'm jealous because i love my bf. love is never without jealousy, isn't right my friend? i love my bf and i think she loves my bf too. oh it's bad. i never let him to go with her. awkay, i'll use my favorite language, you can call this indonesia language. indonesia language is from my country haha

wajar kan gue cemburu kalo cowok gue digodain sama orang lain? gue marah banget kemarin idih cewek itu masa genit banget sama cowok gue, dikira gue ga marah apa? ok terus begini cowok gue itu comment ke albumnya cewek itu terus kenapa coba si cewek itu GR kalo cowok gue suka sama dia. ha? ga salah? gue cemburu terus comment kalo cewek itu genit, dan dia bilangnya cuma becanda. gue ga yakin kalo cewek itu becanda, gue yakin pasti itu serius.

Maaf ya boy, kalo gue cemburu berlebihan. eh nyatanya cowok gue suka kalo gue cemburuan, aaah cowok gue masa seneng sih kalo gue cemburu? atau emang cowok gue seneng kalo ngelihat gue marah? bikin tambah marah aja dia kan ya

a loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself to laugh with me, but never at me, to cry with me, but never because of me to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart :)