Tomorrow is back to school

Helloo

How are you all? uh uh i miss my blog haha. sorry ya baru nge post, oh ya ya besok udah masuk sekolah kan ya? besok antara ga sabar karena gue bakal ketemu mancung, dan lebih sedihnya lagi, gue takut bakal langsung belajar. omaigot jangan dulu kali belajaar haha. mudah-mudahan cuma halal bihalal aja. amin ya allah

mulai besok juga mungkin gue kembali ke runitas bangun pagi, terus belajar efektif disekolah. daaan gue kangen sama temen-temen gue disekolah haha. kalo gue kangen pelajaran, berarti gue emang pinter tuh, tapi sayang banget gue ga kangen sama pelajaran. gue kangen sama bu perpus yang ramah dan suka ngajak gue cerita haha

oh yaa, dari 2 hari kemarin gue begadang sama si mancung haha. sumeh seru banget sampai gue ngakak-ngakak sendiri kalo chat sama dia. kemarin waktu begadang gue mau ke warnet tempat si pacar mangkal tapi ga jadi deh udah malam bgt, lagian si pacar ngelarang jadi ga jadi deh. dan lebih keterlaluaanya lagi, gue dikerjain sama si pacar. masa foto profil fbnyaa diganti foto setan haha

N: dear, i want to give you a suprise for you?
R: aaa ok. what's your suprise for me?
N: ok, wait ya..... now you open my profile and look my profile picture

i've opened it and i'm scream because his profile picture make me fear

R: aw aw your profile pict make me fear. please changed it!
N: haha it's suprisee for you. i'm sorry
R: aaa thank you haha, awkay no problem

dan bener banget gue teriak ngelihat foto profilenya. gue suruh ganti dan akhirnya dia ganti. udah gue sendiri aja yang ga tidur eh dia malah nakuttin gue dan sukses bikin gue merinding disko haha.

back to topic

yang penting bakal ketemu sama guru, temen-temen and of course my bf haha. dan gue bener-bener ga sabar ketemu sama mereka. gue sama sekali ga kangen sama pelajaran karena pelajaran kadang bikin gue bingung dan stress sendiri. mustahil gue kangen pelajaran haha

and the last, welcome school, good bye holiday! i'm gonna miss you :)

*ps: gue kangen banget sama si pacar unyu :*

Love is Never Without Jealousy

Hello

I'M JEALOUS

N: Hello dear!
R: yeah, what's up?
N: i think you're angry, right?
R: yes, how can you know it?
N: in your face, your face is look angry
R: haha, are you sure?
N: sure, please i'm sorry yeah if i've made you angry
R: ok, i'm jealous when she's tag her photo for you
N: who?
R: your facebook friend. she's restu
N: haha i don't know she's tag for me. maybe, she likes me
R: aaaa i'm jealous, do you love her?
N: waw you're jealous, great!. no, i love you. i never love her
R: really?
N: yes, i love you
R: i love you moreee :D

aaa i'm jealous, and yesterday i'm angry when nando's facebook friends tag her photos for nando. i think she likes my bf. ok, i'm jealous because i love my bf. love is never without jealousy, isn't right my friend? i love my bf and i think she loves my bf too. oh it's bad. i never let him to go with her. awkay, i'll use my favorite language, you can call this indonesia language. indonesia language is from my country haha

wajar kan gue cemburu kalo cowok gue digodain sama orang lain? gue marah banget kemarin idih cewek itu masa genit banget sama cowok gue, dikira gue ga marah apa? ok terus begini cowok gue itu comment ke albumnya cewek itu terus kenapa coba si cewek itu GR kalo cowok gue suka sama dia. ha? ga salah? gue cemburu terus comment kalo cewek itu genit, dan dia bilangnya cuma becanda. gue ga yakin kalo cewek itu becanda, gue yakin pasti itu serius.

Maaf ya boy, kalo gue cemburu berlebihan. eh nyatanya cowok gue suka kalo gue cemburuan, aaah cowok gue masa seneng sih kalo gue cemburu? atau emang cowok gue seneng kalo ngelihat gue marah? bikin tambah marah aja dia kan ya

a loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself to laugh with me, but never at me, to cry with me, but never because of me to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart :)

I want you back

Hello, Morning!

N: why are you? are you ok?
R: hmmm i'm oke
N: please, tell me. why are you?
R: i'm ok, i'm fine
N: i think you're angry for me
R: really?
N: yes, do you love me?
R: yes, of course. why?
N: no problem, i just wanted to ask
R: oh ok

i know, i have problem with you. but you know, it's hurt when i know you love someone else. your ex still love you. and you're different now. i miss the old you, please come back. i want you back, or you'll lose me. i wanted let you go but i still love you. what happen with you dear?

2 weeks is enough to us. maybe, i have to leave you or you have leave me. up to you, and whatever you do. i don't care! you see? i'm jealous boy! and i want you back. thanks, because of you my life is so beautiful. because of you, i can smile again in my day. so many words thank you for you, thank you thank you so much

You See? It's Hurt when I know you love someone ELSE

Hello

diatas itu gue ga ada kerjaan, jadi bikin begituan. meskipun gue sama dia ada masalah, so gue tetep sayang sebenarnya. jadi emang gue cemburu sama seseorang yang udah ngedekettin dia, dan gue curiga sama dia di statusnya itu. gue pengen nangis tapi gue tahan aja daripada gue kelihatan lemah didepan semua orang. tapi bener juga kalo cewek nangis itu bukan karena lemah tapi ngeluarin emosi tanpa kekerasan

gue lagi bimbang, galau dan ga enak perasaan. lo malah bikin penat gue bertambah. gue cemburu karena ada cewek yang nge tag fotonya ke lo. ada apa lo sama dia gerangan? bikin gue tambah curiga aja. 2 minggu bersama lo mungkin udah cukup kali ya

gue sebenarnya ga mau ninggalin lo, tapi gue cuma suruh lo ninggalin gue aja kalo lo ga sayang lagi sama gue. if you love me, please don't break my heart. you see? it's hurt when i know you love someone else.

i can't hide my tears, i want to cry and say "please, leave me alone. i can't live without you" padahal sebenarnya gue ga mau ditinggal sama lo. kalo emang itu jalan terbaik buat gue dan lo, gue akan terima. gue yang buat keputusan, dan gue akan ngelepasin lo kalo emang lo ga cinta sama gue

seandainya kau tahu, ku tak ingin kau pergi.
meninggalkanku sendiri bersama bayanganku
seandainya kau tahu, aku kan selalu cinta
jangan kau lupakan kenangan kita selama ini
Vierra - Seandainya

I'm Sorry. If I've Made You Hurt!

Hello

gue pengen menggalau doloee, pasti tahu siapa deh haha. awkay gue mulai,

cowok itu yang mengerti gue
cowok itu yang melindungi gue
cowok itu yang menghibur gue
cowok itu yang menjaga gue
cowok itu yang menarik dimata gue
cowok itu yang menjaga perasaan gue
cowok itu yang merasa gue sempurna dimatanya
cowok itu yang mencintai gue
cowok itu yang menyayangi gue
cowok itu yang selalu bikin gue tersenyum
cowok itu yang kadang-kadang ngebuat gue nangis karena kangen
cowok itu yang ga pernah nyakittin perasaan gue

gue emang salah ya, gue udah nyakittin perasaan lo. gue udah bikin lo cemburu sampai ngancangin gue, gue emang suka nyemburuin lo. tapi, gue ga suka dibuat cemburu sama lo. apalagi mantan lo itu pada masih sayang sama lo, tapi kenapa lo lebih memilih gue? apa gue sempurna? emang lo mengira kalo gue sempurna. tetapi sebenarnya emang manusia ga ada yang sempurna.

dear, you can hide your feel. but, i know how about what you feel. so, please tell me why are you? you hurt because of me? ok i'm sorry. i've made you hurt! so, please tell me why? you know i adore you, i love you more than you know, i love you more than my self, i love you more than anything

so, if i've made you hurt. please forgive me!. i'm sorry i can't be perfect for you, because nobody's perfect in the world. and i try to be the best for you, i always try it. and please don't leave me alone. if i've made you hurt please tell me awkay. you never make me dissapointed. i always happy if i meet with you somewhere

your smile is make me smile too. your eyes look at me, i'm look at you too. ah i miss our memories when you hold my hand. when you hug me, hold me tight. and i don't want you to leave me alone. how much i miss you, how much i love you, how much i need you. so i wish you know how i feel. aaa please tell me why?

Why is that sad look in your eyes? Why are you crying, tell me now, tell me now. tell me why your feeling this way. i hate to see you so down oh baby. is it your heart. Oh breaking all in pieces. Making you cry, Making you feel blue. is there anything that i can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby . and i'll do my best to make it better . yes, i'll do my best to make those tears all go away . just tell me where it hurts . now, tell me And I love you with a love so tender . Oh and if you let me stay . i'll love all of the hurt away

ok and the last, udah dulu menggalau. gue harap lo bakal ngerti perasaan gue ya, maaf ya kalo gue udah bikin lo sakit gara-gara gue yang selalu bikin lo cemburu. gue sayang kok sama lo, ga mungkin gue ga sayang sama lo. apa lo perlu bukti? ok gue kasih bukti. apa perhatian gue sama lo kurang? apa lo bilang gue cewek yang sibuk? apa lo bilang gue cewek yang dimata lo ini egois? ok gue mau berubah kalo lo menganggap seperti itu

Safran and Fernando

Hello

ayo ayo dipilih-dipilih seribu 2 woy, haha lo kira gue penjual apa? nggaklah haha. i love them so much, ya allah kok gue sayang sama dua-duanya? haha just kidding. itu diatas foto safran sama si pacar, hayo ganteng yang mana? ganteng siapa ya? entah ganteng yang mana. tapi beneran lho mereka itu sahabatan, gue aja baru tahu waktu gue pacaran sama si pacar haha. gue bingung mau nge post apa, jadi gue ngepost tentang mereka berdua aja deh ya

dulu, ga dulu bgt sih haha gue suka sama sahabatnya pacar gue tapi sayang sahabatnya alias safran itu udah dimiliki oleh *titt sensor namanya, itu biarkan menjadi privasi antara saya dan mereka haha. terus tuh pokoknya ngakak deh kalo lihat kelakuan mereka yang autis haha pipis lop en kewl haha

kalo mau jadi daftar calon silahkan ya hubungi saya aja (?) *lo tambah ngaco sa haha. udah ya gue mau designkan blognya dian haha. byeee

All about fernando :)

Hello

he's always on my mind, i love him so much. Oh god, I hope our relationship is longlast until our die :)

Fernando itu tinggi
Fernando itu kurus kayak gue
Fernando itu hidungnya mancung
Fernando itu suka bgt sama korea-korean
Fernando itu suka bgt sama lagu ostnya he's beautiful
Fernando itu suka bgt bikin gue ketawa
Fernando itu suka megang tangan gue
Fernando itu suka bgt bikin gue khawatir
Fernando itu suka tenangin gue kalo gue nangis
Fernando itu pinter bahasa inggris
Fernando itu suka online
Fernando itu suka nyanyi
Fernando itu aktif dalam ber-organisasi
Fernando itu lupa pacaran udah beberapa kali

Fernando itu ga suka dikibulin sama gue
Fernando itu ga suka gue kerjain
Fernando itu ga suka dikecewain
Fernando itu ga suka kalo gue chat sama laki-laki lain
Fernando itu ga suka dicemburuin
Fernando itu ga suka kalo gue sedih
Fernando itu ga suka kalo gue cemberut terus
Fernando itu ga suka gue cuekin
Fernando itu ga suka kalo gue ga balas smsnya

Fernando itu selalu bikin gue ketawa
Fernando itu selalu bikin gue geli sama dia
Fernando itu selalu bikin gue khawatir dan itu bener

Fernando ga pernah bilang selamat tinggal
Fernando ga pernah ngecewain gue
Fernando ga pernah maksa gue kalo dia pengen sesuatu ga gue kabulin

Fernando kadang-kadang nyebelin
Fernando kadang-kadang bikin gue marah
Fernando kadang-kadang suka bgt kibulin gue
Fernando kadang-kadang sering tertawain gue
Fernando kadang-kadang suka kacangin gue

begitu banyak tentang fernando dan gue tahu fernando itu siapa. pacar gue juga mempunyai kekurangan dan kelebihan. gue ga ngelihat dari kelebihannya aja, tapi gue ngelihat dari kekurangannya. dan gue tetep cinta sama fernando! :)

with My Boyfriend

Hello

asli mata gue bengkak bgt, habis nangis sih. asik si mancung kelihatan ganteng wkwk (?)

mulut gue najis abis, mirip bebek. si pacar aja yang bagus wgwg

noisenya ga nahan, gue kelihatan hitam disitu gara-gara cahayanya jelek betul. si pacar hidungnya mancung betul

I love Fernando :)

Hello

i swear, i'm happy today. because i'm relationship with Fernando. plese view my relationship status on My Facebook
you know nando? haha itu yang suka fotoan sama gue. nah mau tahu kenapa gue bisa jadian sama nando? jadi gini gue tuh lagi ga tenang habis pingsan, gue pingsan karena waktu renungan gue nangis. karena gue kata temen-temen gue, gue ngamuk jadi gue diangkat sama nando ke Perpus dan gue juga pingsan, waktu gue pingsan nando katanya nangis. terus waktu gue sadar tangan gue dipegang erat sama nando. gue ga tahu kenapa gue merasa nyaman deket sama nando dan nando yang bikin gue tenang kalo nangis. gue harap, semoga gue sama dia bisa longlast. gue sayang sama nando, karena dia gue bisa lupain safran. dia nembak gue caranya dia itu lewat fb nembak gue, tapi sebelumnya gue emang udah kayak pacaran sama dia. i love you nando :)