Thanks for everything yeah :')

Helloo

Gue udah ga mau basa-basi lagi. yang jelas gue cuma mau nulis sama apa isi hati gue yang sekarang tepat hari ini, gue udah putus sama yang Namanya Nando. entah deh lo manggil siapa. yang penting, gue berterima kasih banget sama lo nan, karena lo udah ngewarnai hari-hari gue. dan kini gue harus terbiasa buat ga hidup tanpa lo disisi gue lagi. gue tahu, lo yang mengambil keputusan buat putus. tapi, gue cuma minta satu dari lo. kalo misalnya lo bakal dapat yang lebih baik dari gue, gue pengen lo itu jangan nyakittin hati dia, jangan bikin dia marah sama lo, jangan ngecewain dia, dan jangan cuekin dia seperti lo nyuekin gue. Gue tahu, gue ga bisa segampang itu ngelepas lo gitu aja, hanya saja gue itu susah banget ngelupain lo. ini emang cobaan yang berat buat gue.

Kemarin, Novi juga senasib dengan gue. dia putus dengan cowoknya seperti gue. gue juga udah berulang-ulang kali ngerasain kok gimana rasanya ditinggalin sama orang yang kita sayang, orang yang selalu ada disaat kita membutuhkannya, dan orang yang membuat kita tersenyum. Kini, gue udah harus bernafas tanpa lo. gue sama lo bakal jadi sahabattan dan ga akan lebih. tapi kenapa, gue ga bisa ngerelain lo itu pergi dengan cewek lain. gue emang masih sayang sama lo. Gue berusaha buat ga nangisin kepergian lo, tapi kenapa gue tetep ga rela. apa gue ini terlalu sayang ya sama lo? sampai gue kayak gini, susah buat ngelupain lo

Dear Fernando

I have a message for you, dear

Thanks For everything, you've made me happy, you've coloured my days, you've made me smile when i'm sad, and finally, you've made me cry over. I just want you to know, about my fault. i realize, i've made you angry with me. and so many words of "I'm sorry, please forgive me!". and now,  i'm so sorry about it.

Honestly, from my heart. i want to write about what i feel to you now. first, i can't let you go because i still love you. second, i can't forget you. because our memories too sweet to forget. third, i can't be perfect for you. because nobody's perfect in the world. and the last, i'm sorry i'm not the best for you, and maybe i must go from your life

3 months isn't enough! i need more! but, you can't give me a second of chance. I just can't stop loving you. because i'm very loving you. so, please could you tell how to forget you? please help me! you've said you're not loving me anymore. perhaps, do you have another girl than me? but, you said "i don't have another girl. i just want to be a single" it makes me hurt you see? so, i hope you'll get better than me. maybe, may i tell you about 3 words the last time for you? i love you. don't never forget our memories yaaa :')

Your love, Raisa