You are the sweetest gift from God

Helloo

I'm insomnia again, again & again. if my boy know that i haven't sleep yet. i'm sure, he will be angry to me haha. i can't sleep. and may i write here?.

Ridho Zulkarnain!

i love his hair :D

29th June 2011 at 10:29 (the sweetest moment who i ever had)

I love his smile, like om om unyuu :3. nggak deng canda haha. I love his hair, i don't know why. enak dipandang oleh mata haha. rambutmu beda ya sekarang ga seperti yg difoto ini?. Dia keliatan kurus disini haha. i love you just the way you are bb. awalnya sih ga sampai kepikiran ternyata kita kembali lagi. gue cuma berharap aja, semoga hubungan ini bertahan selama-lamanya. tapi ya ga terlalu berharap juga sih, takut nanti ga kecapai. malah nangis deh #miris

Dear ma boy, you're the sweetest gift from God. how lucky i have a boyF like you. you always make me happy. you always be there when i'm need you. i wanna make you happy the way you make me happy. i can't imagine, if you really go away from me. i'm afraid of losing you. I can't live without you. do you feel the same? i love you. i hope you'll know that. this love, it's pure from my heart.

I'm really grateful to God,  i've been so glad to meet you. i love your joke, i love when we talk about something that make us laugh hahaha. you're enough mature i guess.you give me advice or solution when i get problem. i don't know why, i'm so in love with you. i can't stop to thinking about you. When i want to sleep, i'm thinking about you. and then i'm sleep. 

 

 You And Me! Haha we're so cute :3

And the last, longlasting for us! i love you till the end

Sincerely

Raisa

Farewell Party 14th NI JHS Generation

Hellooo

I attended Farewell Party at my school. we rock guys! we cry together, we taken some photos & said "i won't ever forget you & see yaa. take care yourself" ohh wait, i'll miss you all. so many moments that has ever happened to us. maybe, there're some of my friends will meet me at SHS. okaay, i hope you won't forget me yaaa.

here we go, i taken some photos at farewell party at Saturday 28th may 2011

 me with windy (my girl) 

 Kipas Dance from South Sulawesi. thanks adik-adik kelas perfomancenya

 Safran & Fernando

 Safran, Riska & Fernando

 My Beloved Teachers, Pahlawan tanpa Tanda Jasa

 Hey look at camera pls! 

 I'll miss 'em

 Sugi & Windy 

Buih, me & sugi

 me with  my beloved soulmate :D

 me with him again :D

from these all photos we will remember at when we're still in jhs. actually, so many perfomance from 8th grade & 7th grade but i didn't taken photo with my camera. Okay and the last, 3 years we had so many memories at jhs. don't forget all memories that has ever happened. I'm sure we will get a good news at 4 june. I will miss you all :')

He's still my yours

Helloo

I have good news for you all. because, i'm in relationship again with my ex. do you know he? yes, he's fernando. he said he still love me. and he said i'm the best for him. that's good, i glad to hear it all. even, he said the truth make me dissapointed. but, i'm happy because he can tell the truth with me. yesterday, at 24th January yes you can call this monday haha. but everybody says hate monday. because, monday is time to come back to our activities. but yesterday, my lucky day and happy day

So, i hope always together forever w/ him. he promise won't ever make me hurt anymore. and i hope he will keep it up and never lie again haha amin dah.

jadi, gue ga kira aja bakal balikkan sama si doi. gue kira si doi ga bakal balik lagi sama gue. si doi sadar, bahwa dia salah. dan ga bakal nyia-nyiain gue. tapi gue jujur agak ga sedikit yakin dengan si doi. karena, gue takut hal yang kemarin lagi terulang kembali. ya semoga aja dia ga akan ngulangin kesalahannya lagi. si doi ngeberi alasan kembalian sama gue karena diantara ceweknya yang kemaren-kemaren ga ada yang bener. katanya, gue yang bener. tambah panjang kan leher gue. terus gue seneng dengan perubahannya sekarang, dia bilang gue ga boleh lepas jilbab, terus ga boleh lagi marah-marah ga jelas. kalo ada yang salah dengan si doi gue harus terbuka, ngebilang semuanya. terus, ada yang gue suka lagi nih dengan perubahan si doi dia bilang. ada waktunya belajar, ada waktunya pacaran. kalo belajar jangan mikirin pacaran, kalo pacaran jangan terlalu. soalnya apa? karena gue sama si doi bakal UN. hoho UN udah bakal ada di depan MATA. but okay, we're believe each other will be seriously or focus to UN. and he cheer me up when i had a bad result and always said "don't ever give up. you can do it again. i believe you can do it" haha love ya so much.

Dan, gue sama si doi nyatuin nama kita berdua jadi Raifer ( Raisa & Fernando) that's good idea bb :)

And his picture, make i miss ya

When i see your face, there's not a thing that i would change. cause boy, you're amazing just the way you are~ :)

Please, trust me!

Hello

trust me, i love you more than anything. you have to trust to me. you've dreamed i walk with other boys. and he's your bestfriend, safran. just know it, me and safran just friend. dulu gue emang pernah suka sama safran, tapi karena gue tahu kalo safran pacaran sama fatimah gue jadi ngelupain safran. dan kali ini gue sayang sama lo. hanya saja lo ragu sama perasan gue. gue emang salah, ga peduliin lo, ga perhatiin lo, ga ngertiin lo. gue sadar itu. dan gue pengen berubah

gue sayang lo nan, lo sampai nulis surat buat gue. gue tahu lo cemburu karena sayang, tapi gue lebih cemburu lagi ngelihat lo deket sama cewek lain. agak sakit kelihatannya ngelihat lo sama cewek lain, gue berusaha buat positive thinking sama lo tapi susah tahu ga. gue dan lo harus saling percaya. gue harus percaya lo itu cuma sayang sama gue, dan lo harus percaya kalo gue ga sayang sama safran lagi. gue cuma sayang sama lo nan

lo bilang, bisa aja mimpi lo itu kenyataan. emang sih fatimah sama safran udah putus. tapi bukan berarti gue dekettin dia lagi, gue inget gue punya lo jadi gue ga suka lagi sama safran. plis satu aja jangan ragu sama cinta gue, gue aja yang ragu sama cinta lo. fatimah bilang kalo lo sama safran lagi deket sama fitri. nah lo bilang, "aku sama dia temen, cuma sama-sama hafalan" gue percaya kok. tapi plis jaga perasan gue, gue juga punya perasaan sakit. gue bukan dewa, tuhan. gue manusia biasa yang ga kuat akan perasan sakit

Dear, i'll always love you. because you're part of my life, and you half of my heart. please don't leave me. if you leave me, i must forget you. but i can't do it! because i still love you. if you love someone else, you can tell me. but you see? i never let you go with someone else. i want to keep you in my heart. if you don't love me, i still love you and never let you go from my life. i love you Fernando :)

Efek dari semua ini bikin, Stress!

Hello Everybody!

Jadi, stress gue gara-gara tentang ini itu ya mungkin menurut orang di seluruh dunia pasti bilang gue itu nggak waras atau mungkin beneran gue nggak waras kayaknya. Jadi, banyak yang bikin gue stress akhir-akhir ini kalau mau tahu lihat aja di bawah ini tapi, jangan sampai kebawah entar kepala lo yang ke bawa-bawa haha becanda Just kidding!

• Gara-gara berita Jacko meninggal

Gue jadi suka ngelamun atau nggak suka gelisah, ya jelas dong gue bisa stress orang gue juga ngefans kok sama jacko ya kali yah? haha

• Bingung atau penasaran gue bertempat di kelas 8 apa? a,b,& c

iya gue masih penasaran gue dapat kelas apaan ya? tapi, kalau misalnya gue sekelas sama orang yang gue benci pasrah aja deh ya soalnya juga jalani aja nggak usah dibikin ribet

• Gue kangen sekolah soalnya udah terlanjur sayang

Ceileh bahasanya mba gimana toh? soalnya juga gue pengen sekolah daripada di rumah cuma online doang mendingan ngerjain kegiatan yang bermanfaat kan? oh god, I miss you to my sweet school

• Masih mencoba buat nyempetin online

Soalnya gue suka sakit gitu nggak bisa bangun dari tempat tidur kalau online gue paksain daripada gue nggak mesra sama rawrranners bisa-bisa gue cerai sama si rawrranners haha

• Masih mikirin tentang permasalahan gue sama teman gue yang dulu

Sebenarnya, ini masalah udah kelar dan pastinya udah damai tapi, gue nggak bisa maaffin diri gue sendiri soalnya gue merasa bersalah pada masalah gue ini, gue harus ngapain dong?

• Masih mau hilangin kebiasaan gue yang konyol seperti gue suka Joget kalau misalnya gue nonton film horror pasti kalau misalnya hantu langsung ada gue joget biar nggak takut
  

Gue terus terang ya, Gue ngaku malu. soalnya aneh kan kebiasaan gue selama ini, emang kebiasan baru gue kali ye !

Come back Honey! Gimana? ada yang konyol dan ada yang menyedihkan kan? hal ini menurut gue memang pentingnya sih nggak seberapa cuma seupil gue kali ye? halah becanda Honey! Oh ya gimana ya biar bisa ngilangin efek itu? gue terus terang bisa bikin gue stress seumur hidup kali ye! Oh Help Me Plese! kalau ada minta solusi dong, yayaya!

Raisa Fauziana Hasanah