I will try to go away from you again

Hello

Gue emosi, kenapa diri gue ini ga pernah bisa ngejauhin orang yg sebenarnya udah sakittin gue. gue mungkin masih sayang sama si doi. gue masih bertahan, tapi dia ga pernah tau. karena gue selalu menyembunyikan perasaan gue sendiri. dan nanti tiba ada waktunya, gue bakal mengungkapkan perasaan gue. tapi bukan berarti gue bakal balikkan sama si doi. gue cuma pengen dia sekedar tahu dan berpikir saja. gue tahu, gue punya kesalahan di masa lalu saat sama si doi. gue pengen minta maaf, dan lalu gue akan berusaha mencoba menjauh dari si doi. gue juga bakal menjelaskan alasan kenapa gue ngejauhi si doi. 

Dia selalu ngeberi gue harapan kosong atau harapan palsu, yg bikin gue masih berharap sama dia. gue udah capek ga bisa lagi disakittin seperti ini. gue kecewa sama dia, gue janji bakal nyoba buat jauhin dia lagi. gue remove dia dari friends fb gue. gue udah terlalu sakit lihat fbnya.okay, i realize i'm not the best for you. and i'll go away from you. i'll let you go. don't worry, i'll be fine. i'm jealous so much when i hear you've got a new gf. it really sucks, it really hurts. no matter what i feel, i really go away from you. ini ga akan gagal lagi. gue janji!

So, don't worry. i'll forget you and i won't be hope for you anymore. i wish you'll be happy with her ya. you should know that i'll get a new boyfriend who can makes me happy and i'm sure he won't make me hurt like you hurt me. i won't be wait for you! 

Cheerful Saturday part 2

Hello

Mau ngelanjuttin sama hari sabtu kemarin. jadi begini ceritinyi gue kan ada acara bukber dirumah temen gue, dari rumah buih, rumah riska, dan sampai monumen. nah gue ceritain ya satu-satu

At Buih's Home:

We made a Rujak yah, you can call our favorite food "Rujak Buah" you see? my friends were called it's delicious, hot and fresh yesterday. even hot we have liked it (Y). Gue kan lagi ga ada nafsu makan rujak, jadi nando mau suapinin gue. gue ga mau, karena bikin sakit perut sepertinya.

Nah si nando bilang deh sama gue "Sa, makan nah. aku suapin. kalo kamu ga mau makan aku pulang" gue jawab "yak, pulang sudah" dengan wajahnya yang serem, cemberut, dan marah, pergi ninggalin gue. tapi, kan gue kan cuma becanda. Tiba-tiba, riska bilang ke gue kalo nando itu pulang. gue lari tanpa peduli kalo gue pake alas kaki atau sandal apa nggak. so, gue lari buat ngejar nando. gue bener-bener lari sekencang-kencangnya buat ngejar dia. karena, gue ga mau dia pulang dengan wajah yang menyeramkan hihiks. dijalan waktu gue lari-lari ketemu safran dan husin, terus gue berenti tanya "Nando kemana? tuh dia pulang" terus gue bilang lagi "Ish, kalian ini, coba cegah nando buat pulang tuh nah" . kemudian, gue lari lagi buat ngejar dia. ada tanjakkan dan gue ga peduli semangat buat ngejar dia. akhirnya, setelah berlari jauh, gue ketemu sama nando terus gue bilang "Nan, jangan pulang" terus kata nando "ye kamu tadi kamu suruh aku pulang" terus gue jawab "sorry nan, aku kan cuma becanda" yaudah gue pegang erat tangannya biar dia ga pergi dari gue. dan akhirnya, gue kembali lagi kerumah buih

At Riska's House:

Setelah dari rumahnya buih, langsung cabs ke rumahnya Riska. yak kita kesana cuma makan-makan mie doang. dan selebihnya karena gue lagi ngambek gue langsung lemes badan gue dan akhirnya pluk gue pingsan. habis itu ga inget lagi gue. karena emang gue capek habis lari-larian hehe. udah sampai disitu kita mau menuju

At Monument:

Hunting bareng, ketawa bareng, terus ketemu temen lama. foto-foto dan foto-foto terus akhirnya pulang juga, emang cuma sebentar sih berada dimonumen dan akhirnya langsung cabs kerumah masing-masing

Pulang-pulang magrib, kaki sakit dan tidur deh haha

And the last, kapan lagi gue sama temen-temen bisa begitu? gue dan sama temen-temen gue udah kelas 9. mungkin kita bakal pisah, walaupun atau 1 atau 2 orang yang satu sekolah sama gue. tapi, gue seneng punya temen-temen yang peduli dan menyenangkan seperti mereka

I want you back

Hello, Morning!

N: why are you? are you ok?
R: hmmm i'm oke
N: please, tell me. why are you?
R: i'm ok, i'm fine
N: i think you're angry for me
R: really?
N: yes, do you love me?
R: yes, of course. why?
N: no problem, i just wanted to ask
R: oh ok

i know, i have problem with you. but you know, it's hurt when i know you love someone else. your ex still love you. and you're different now. i miss the old you, please come back. i want you back, or you'll lose me. i wanted let you go but i still love you. what happen with you dear?

2 weeks is enough to us. maybe, i have to leave you or you have leave me. up to you, and whatever you do. i don't care! you see? i'm jealous boy! and i want you back. thanks, because of you my life is so beautiful. because of you, i can smile again in my day. so many words thank you for you, thank you thank you so much