You should know that I'll always love you

Hello

I'm back. usually i wanna post something. i don't know what to do right now. miss me rite? absolutely.

I wanna go back to the time, when i'm still with you. when you makes me happy. when you said " you always in my heart. and i always love you" but i know it words can't you keep it. you lie.. you said with me " i feel very jealous. when i see you with him" i know, i've made you hurt. made you dissapointed of me. i'm just kidding. not making you hurt. and you said with my friends " we're break up because, i wanna go back with my ex again" hey, why can't you tell the truth with me? you know what, it really hurts.

You love me, i do too. i've given you everything. i've given what you want and what you need. you just don't realize it. how much you mean to me.

Apakah kau pernah berpikir tentang perasaanku ini?
Apakah kau pernah berpikir bahwa aku sakit karenamu?
Apakah kau tahu apa alasan mengapa aku tak bisa membencimu?
Apakah kau tahu yang sebenarnya, bahwa aku ingin menjauhimu?

Kau tak pernah berpikir tentang perasaanku
Kau hanya bisa menyakitiku
Kau hanya bisa melukaiku
Kau hanya bisa membuatku menangis
Kau hanya bisa mengecewakanku
Ku tahu, kau tak bisa membuatku bahagia

Ku hanya ingin kau tahu
Bahwa aku tak bisa membencimu
Aku tak bisa melupakanmu
Seperti kau yang telah melupakanku
Kau pergi dan melupakanku
Ku tak bisa sendiri dan tidak bisa melupakanmu

Kini ku tahu, mengapa aku tak bisa membencimu
Karena, aku terlanjur mencintaimu
Ku harus terima ini
Ku harus jalani hidup ini tanpa dirimu lagi
Mungkin, kau bukan yang terbaik untukku

I love you so much, i don't know how you feel with me? will love me again like before? will you come back with me? i really don't know.

I tried to stay away from you, i tried to forget you. i still can't. because, i really love you. don't ever forget. i'll always love you even you love someone else :')

Sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
Sulit untukku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
Memisahkan segala, cinta dan benci yang kurasa
Geisha - Cinta & Benci

Happy Valentine's Day!

Hello

You know? today is Valentine's Day. I'm not celebrate it. but, i give chocolate for my friends and Nando. I just give it for them. i don't want to celebrate it. because, i'm moslems. my friends said even i give chocolate at Valentine's Day. same i celebrate it. hmm okay whatever. but i'm appreciate it. because, all beings are all equal in the eyes of God.

Gue ga sempat buat foto coklatnya, karena datang coklatnya mendadak. gue jadi ga bisa deh, pagi baru dateng siangnya gue kasih. waktu di sekolah gue ga bawa kamera. tapi, gue harap aja deh si nando kasih gue coklat juga HAHA. ngarep deh ye gue. ah moga-moga aja deh. amin amin

Tapi, gue tahu diri juga kali. dia udah punya pacar ngapain gue ngarepin. dia mungkin mikir, gue cuma mantan terus gue kasih dia coklat. sedangkan pacarnya, ga ngasih coklat. ya, gue turut prihatin aja sama lu haha. Gue kasih tau jangan sembarangan milih cewek, malah milih cewek yang ga bener. tawa deh lo, tawa juga temen-temen gue.

Gue juga ngasih coklat sama temen gue, tapi ya yg kecil-kecil aja. Gue kasih ke nando yang besar, ga adil banget kan ya. mentang-mentang gue S***ng sama mantan jadi gitu deh gue. maaf deh ceman-ceman haha tapi yang pasti gue bakal kasih coklat lagi. dan gue bakal nunggu deh balasan coklat.

Well, i think he is happy when i have already given. and he says thank you from me. maybe, he has though about it. hmm i don't know. Oh yeah!

Quote Of The Day

"Without you, i'm nothing. With you, i'm something. Together, we're everything..."

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Hello, Happy Sunday Guys!

Well, When i'm thinking about someone i always hear this song. it can makes me remind of him. let's cekidot!

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

Chorus:
I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Chorus:
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Bridge:
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

I always hear this song when i'm thinking about him. and i hope he likes this song too :)