long time no post, i'm sorry. because i don't have a time for post here. i'm very busy, many homework and i'm busy to my school. so many homework that i get. before i want to sleep, i want to post here about problem in my life
I have so many problem in my life. and i don't know how to solve it. i'm confused, very confused. i get many solution, from my friends and my boyF. Honestly, sometimes i'm strong when i have a problem in my life, and sometimes i'm weak when i can't pretend to feel strong. you see? it's hard when you want to solve your problem. Sick of crying, tired of trying. Yeah, I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying
Gue ga ngira aja, ternyata masalah gue banyak. gue udah berusaha buat meyakinkan diri gue sendiri, gue kayak gini hanya sementara. gue ga kayak gini-gini terus, gue ga sedih-sedih terus. Hidup emang kayak roda yang berputar, kadang kita diatas dan kadang juga kita dibawah. dan gue sekarang ada dibawah. gue yakin gue bakal kembali lagi diatas, semua indah pada waktunya
Gue harus optimis, gue bisa melewatinya, gue bisa menghadapinya, dan bisa menyelesaikannya. gue udah mengira, Tuhan pasti udah ngerencanain sesuatu yang Indah. motivasi atau dorongan dari Novi, Nando, Wulan, Rosdia, Vhyta dan Safran udah bikin gue semangat lagi dan bikin gue optimis dalam melewati atau menghadapi masalah gue sendiri.
It's ok, gue emang cengeng suka nangis. tapi bukan gue berarti lemah, gue cuma pengen ngeluarin emosi gue, gue keluarin itu semua karena itu yang telah membuat gue sedikit lega . tapi kadang gue ga bisa nangis enggak tahu kenapa. karena emang, sebenarnya gue mampu buat senyum dibalik kesedihan gue sendiri. Gue yakin, gue kuat! gue bisa melewati semua ini.
God, i'll pray for you. give me a miracle, give me a power. I'm strong, i can solve my problem and i won't ever give up. i promise God
Thanks for my friends who can give me a solution! i love you all! i promise, i'll try to smile and never thinking about something who un-important!
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