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Sunday, October 23, 2011

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"Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love" - Charlie Brown (peanuts)

Unrequited Love

Hello

Happy Sunday ya :)
Pada tau ga apa itu unrequited love? pasti udah pada tau apa itu artinya. kalo yg ga tau gue kasih tau ya. Unrequited Love adalah cinta yg tak terbalas. Gue sekarang mengalaminya dan baru mengalaminya. jadi begini toh rasanya, nyesek banget ya cinta ga dibalas sama orang yg kita sayang. padahal kita udah cinta tulus tapi ga dibalas juga.tapi, there's hard to explain. jadi bingung sendiri. yang pada kenyataannya, kita sebenernya udah tau perasaan masing-masing personal. tapi tetep ngga bisa diungkapin. entah karena malu, gengsi, atau yang sebab lainnya yang sebenernya kita udah tau.

Sebenarnya cinta gue udah pernah dibalas sama dia. tapi salah gue sih yg udah nyakittin perasaan si doi, oke maaf gue jadi curhat. nah dia tersakitin tuh tiba-tiba jadi ilfil sama gue dan dia lupain gue dengan mudah. sedangkan gue aja ga bisa lupain dia sampai skrg. ini bener-bener miris. tapi ga tau juga dia bener-bener ilfil sama gue atau ga. mungkin ada sedikit rasa sayang yg masih tersisa dikit buat gue. oke skrg ga ada ya tau isi hatinya dia kayak apa.

Si Doi tetap berhubungan sama gue. tapi ga kayak dulu yg mesra-mesraan. skrg biasa aja. sering battle dan saling mengejek. dan ga tau kenapa feeling gue mengatakan kalo si doi PUNYA PACAR BARU. nah jadi gue selidiki apa benar feeling gue ini. gue tau ceweknya siapa, itu baru feeling gue atau dugaan gue. kadang-kadang feeling gue itu bisa meracuni gue sendiri. lalu gue liat profil si cewek itu dan baca-baca status si cewek itu. gue kaget bgt statusnya cewek ini seneng bgt. apa dia jadian sama si doi? nah gue buka lagi tuh profil si doi. dan ternyata sama juga si doi itu nulis status yg kasmaran-kasmaran gitu. gue sih jadi makin penasaran bener apa kagak.

Lalu gue minta pertolongan sama temen gue buat menyelidiki juga. jadi macam detektif deh gue sama temen gue. terus temen gue tanya2 sama si cewek itu lewat chat. temen gue nanya gini"

Temen gue: "Hei lo pacarnya *titt (maaf sensor)"
Si cewek: "ha *titt siapa?"
Temen gue: "dia anak *titt (maaf sensor lagi)"

Setelah itu eh ga dibalas sama si cewek itu. gue penasaran tingkat dewa.  Menurut hipotesa gue ada dua kemungkinan, si cewek itu ga mau jawab pertanyaan gue itu emang bener dia pacarnya si doi. hanya saja si cewek itu malu mengatakannya. yg ke 2 emang ga pacaran, si cewek ga mau bahas itu dan udah benci sama di doi. karena tau ga si cewek ini katanya ngefans bgt sama si doi. terus kenapa si cewek benci sama si doi karena merasa ga diladenin atau ga dipeduliin. gatau deh bener apa ga,tapi gimana kalo dipikir-pikir bener ga ya hipotesa gue? namanya juga hipotesa masih dugaan gue yg sementara. ga tau deh jadi bingung gue mikirnya. Mudah-mudahan feeling gue ga bener. oke amin

Nah, mungkin lo udah berkesimpulan gue masih sayang sama si doi. emang bener kok. dia mantan terindah bagi gue *lebay*. Cukup curhatnya.

Gue punya salah satu cara buat mencegah lo untuk tidak mengalami unrequited love. satu ya bagi gue jangan terlalu cinta deh sama orang. kalo lo ga terlalu cinta, nah waktu lo tau cinta lo ga terbalas. lo ga akan tersakiti. bener ga? terus ya kalo diberi perhatian ga usah berharap. nah takutnya lo dikasih harapan palsu. oke sungguh bejat buat PHP (Pemberi Harapan Palsu)

Gue udah nunggu dan nunggu buat dia. gue udah cari pengganti tetep aja ga bisa lupa. gue terpaksa buat move on berkat orang-orang yg disekitar gue. mereka minta buat gue cari yg lain. tapi hasilnya NIHIL. dan itu bikin gue capek

Mungkin sakit hati gue bakal lama sembuhnya.karena bukan luka biasa.tau kan perbedaannya? banyak yg ngasih support buat gue. support apa hayo? support buat menjadi wanita yg lebih kuat. makasih banjet lah. gue ngehargain bgt gue support kalian. ga tau gue bisa ga ya move on. oh iya juga buat yg ngehibur gue. gue menjadi merasa lebih baik. dan buat si doi semoga dia suatu hari nanti sadar aapa yg gue rasain sekarang. Amin :)
Big Hug & Kisses
Raisa

Come Back To Me

 Come Back To Me - Utada Hikaru

The rain falls on my windows
And a coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone


If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Lower east side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too dumb to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me


Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna but
I open my heart to be
You are my priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby, take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
Boy, you're one in a million (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
I'll be everything you need (come back)
Baby come back to me (come back)
You're one in a million (one in a million)

Na na na na, na na na na, na na na na na na, na na na

Making you hurt is the biggest stupidty i ever did. i'm really sorry now. how could i do that for you? and i'm really hoping you'll come back to me R :(

Big Hug & Kisses
Raisa

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Gue siswa SMA yang AKTIF (padahal)

Hello

Goood Afternoon! guten tag! apa kabar semua? kangen ga sama gue? haha. Semenjak gue udah jadi siswa yg menggunakan seragam abu-abu gue jadi sibuk. sibuk syutiiing! ga lah, padat dah kegiatan gue. kalo ditanya kegiatan gue apa aja, banyak bgt. pasti ga kebayang deh pada bilang SUMPE LO? SUMPE LO? oke ini lebay abis.

Sebagai siswa yang berbudi pekerti, yg ramah, yg rajin, yg suka bawain buku guru, yg suka ngerjain pr dirumah dan yg suka menaatin peraturan sekolah (bohong abis semuanya). gue jadi bertekad buat ikut kegiatan apapun disekolah kecuali osis! tanya kenapa? karena guee ga tertarik dengan osis. awalnya sih ditawar, tapi gue ga mau tambah capek. soanya udah begitu banyak yg gue ikuttin. ikut-ikutin kompetisi atau lomba-lomba inilah itulah. apalagi yg ikut dispen kemarin jadi ketinggalan pelajaran banyak sudah.

Dan doain ya semoga gue kuat ngehadapin guru-guru killer disekolah. oke ga penting abis. gue cuma minta doanya semoga gue kuat jadi anak SMA Haha oke sampai jumpa di postingan selanjutnya :)

Big Hug & Kisses
Raisa