He's still my yours

Helloo

I have good news for you all. because, i'm in relationship again with my ex. do you know he? yes, he's fernando. he said he still love me. and he said i'm the best for him. that's good, i glad to hear it all. even, he said the truth make me dissapointed. but, i'm happy because he can tell the truth with me. yesterday, at 24th January yes you can call this monday haha. but everybody says hate monday. because, monday is time to come back to our activities. but yesterday, my lucky day and happy day

So, i hope always together forever w/ him. he promise won't ever make me hurt anymore. and i hope he will keep it up and never lie again haha amin dah.

jadi, gue ga kira aja bakal balikkan sama si doi. gue kira si doi ga bakal balik lagi sama gue. si doi sadar, bahwa dia salah. dan ga bakal nyia-nyiain gue. tapi gue jujur agak ga sedikit yakin dengan si doi. karena, gue takut hal yang kemarin lagi terulang kembali. ya semoga aja dia ga akan ngulangin kesalahannya lagi. si doi ngeberi alasan kembalian sama gue karena diantara ceweknya yang kemaren-kemaren ga ada yang bener. katanya, gue yang bener. tambah panjang kan leher gue. terus gue seneng dengan perubahannya sekarang, dia bilang gue ga boleh lepas jilbab, terus ga boleh lagi marah-marah ga jelas. kalo ada yang salah dengan si doi gue harus terbuka, ngebilang semuanya. terus, ada yang gue suka lagi nih dengan perubahan si doi dia bilang. ada waktunya belajar, ada waktunya pacaran. kalo belajar jangan mikirin pacaran, kalo pacaran jangan terlalu. soalnya apa? karena gue sama si doi bakal UN. hoho UN udah bakal ada di depan MATA. but okay, we're believe each other will be seriously or focus to UN. and he cheer me up when i had a bad result and always said "don't ever give up. you can do it again. i believe you can do it" haha love ya so much.

Dan, gue sama si doi nyatuin nama kita berdua jadi Raifer ( Raisa & Fernando) that's good idea bb :)

And his picture, make i miss ya

When i see your face, there's not a thing that i would change. cause boy, you're amazing just the way you are~ :)

Quote Of The Day

Hello
You're my ex, you're not my bf anymore. It's enough. i know, i still need you and i know you still need me. we love each other. but can't be reunited. you hurt me. i hurt you. i don't wanna come back for you. even you still need me. because, i promise from start now i won't stay with you and i don't care everything about you. and we must far away each other. we are feeling hurt together. you think i ever made hurt you. okay, what? when i ever made you hurt? you must explain that.

i think you ever made me hurt too like i ever made you hurt. you were often lied for the every way. you never could tell the truth with me. you're smart to lie for me. good job! fuck'em
I'm tired of waiting to tell the truth about your feel with me. The Questions that always arise in my head "do you still love me?" if you don't love me "can we together again like the past?" i'll be wait for you. because i still love you. but, i wanna forget you and time to move on. find the other guy who can make happier than you. I'm sorry!

You will never be - Julia Sheer

Helloo

Wanna post my favorite lyric and song. in my opinion this song very great to hear. why? because this song is like what i feel in my heart. and this song is match with my problem now. and i hear this song repeatedly. because, i really love this song. i hope you'd like this song okaay. let's see

You will never be

How did we ever come to this
I never thought you'd be
Someone I'd have to miss...
And there I was caught in your game
Needing answers that never came
And we took a chance,
You said you were strong
Strong enough
But you were wrong...

Chorus:
And now I'm...

Deafened by your silence
Blinded by the tears
If you're looking for forgiveness
You won't find that here
Cause you lied your way to heartbreak
And now it's all too clear
That you will never be...

Look at her
She won't ever compare
You can say you're sorry
But I still don't care
Was she worth this mess
Was she worth this pain
You can say it's her fault
But you're both to blame

Back to the chorus

Bridge:

Looking back it was all so easy
I hope you know you're my last mistake
Don't come around and say you need me
I won't stay

Now I know that you were so deceiving
Was it fun for you to walk away
I hope you liked it
Cause she's so damn easy
You won't change

back to chorus again

That you will never be...

Midnight, i've heard this song. and i cried to hear this song. because, i was thought about my problem with someone. and i'm still thinking about my past and my problem now. Wish me luck, to solve my problem with me ex ya. you'll know my problem if you read and hear this song

Happy New Year Eve 2011!

Helloo

I just wanna say now...

"Happy New Year Eve 2011!"

I hope 2011 can be better than 2010, many wishes to 2011. my wishes will come true I hopefully!

thank you 2010 for gave me so many beautiful, sweet, amazing, and unforgettable moments with people I loved, especially with you :'D

#2011wish wanna be better than before
#2011wish i will always love you
#2011wish i'll be keep health
#2011wish my parents are have a longlife
#2011wish my brother and my sister will be smart than me
#2011wish you'll come back for me
#2011wish LULUS UAN & UAS
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